its his birthday today. i knew him since we were seven years old. since that too, (confession) i liked him. until NOW!!!
almost 11 years. but we've never been a couple.
why?? ask him.
he never liked me, which sometimes bother me and sometimes not. i took it positive way.
he's the one who loss here because he didn't take me as his lover. lol
he has girlfriend. as i know. his gf... just ok. even for the first time i prayed so much so they didn't lasts. but now i'm ok with it.
he's not soooo good for me. ( ok, that's a lie )
he's sooooo good.
why or what make i liked him.?
just cause. do we need a reason to like or love someone. no.
and its just happened.
ask me to forget about him. i can't do it. it make forever.
even he is not my official boyfriend, he is my first love. i dreamed about him. day and night dream. mostly its a sweet dream. dreamed about marrying him, have kids, live together. everything.
back in high school, in morning, when he smiled, its make my day brighter.
when i didn't see him for a day, i felt lost.
i know, its risky to write this. maybe he will read this. but i dont care. its over between me and him.
maybe he's already forget about me. he has girlfriend. right?
he's moving on. and i should too.
what ever happened, i'll never forget about him. because he my first. trust me, i wont bother him anymore. its the end. ( i hope )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
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