better person

haha she's my bestfriend. and she love David Achuleta. miss her so much. now, she's at home. her university is closed because H1N1. serve her right. * tongue *

oh yeah, i missed the train again this morning. luckily, i arrived at college sharp at 9. lol

today, at college is just ok. when i first come in into the class. everybody was looking at me. maybe..... i wear something sexy today. * blush *

later on, at lunch, one of my friend said something. she said that the other girls dont like me very much. they hink i'm arrogant. i'm not smiled to them, talk to them. ok, the truth is, i hope they read this

i'm the only child in my family. so bacisly i'm an introvert person. i dont know how to start a conversation. i'm not good at meeting a new people just like that. i'm just shy. that's all. yes, many peoples misunderstood with that. but if you know me for real, you know who i am. the real i am. i want be friend wit you too, but i just dont know how. i'm shy!!! just that. i'm also very very very sensitive person. once i felt left behind, my mood changed for the rest of the day.

that's all.

i just want to be a better person.

again

again, i missed the train this morning. yeah, again for the hundred time. ( lol )

oh, at college :P remembered the boys that i talked about. the handsome one? yeah. one of them, talked to me actually. hehehhe, but that time, i'm covering my nose and mouth because he's smoking that time.

the other buy, i always caught him when he looked at me. ( lol ) i hope that's means nothing. they are just hot.

today class in English class and engineering's science ( Physics ).i love Physics.!!! the subject/class seem ok. so far.

last night the new car arrived. so, we tried it and..... i'm not like it. yeah, not my type. absolutely.

whatever. do i look like i care about it??? no

Matt James Thomas

today started not really smooth. first i missed the train,then i forgot to bring my compact powder. ( lol, its that related? ) but then there's a train to Kelantan, so i boarded the train and stop at KL Sentral. lucky huh??

i arrived at KL Sentral at 8. since its too early, so i waited until 8:30 before boarded the train to PJ.hahahha

then, i thought the class start at 9. but the lecturer only came at 10. she had some problem. while waiting for her, me and my friend talked about someone. ARIFF RIDHWAN BIN BORHAN. lol

my friend was his classmate while they schooled at Teknik Gombak. hahahah i've never laughed so much.

oh, about college. i really want to be a group leader for assignment group. but yeah whatever. i'm too blur anyway. ( but i want it )

and last night i've dream about Michael Jackson. can't remembered what its all about because my dad woke me up, so, can't remembered anything if i need to wake up in hurry or by surprised. but all i still remembered is, its all about happy dream. he smiled, he laughed and he played. so, i'm happy for you Michael.

oh yeah, my friend Lucy, she got me Matt's autograph for me!!!! she's gonna send it to me. i love her and Matt!!!

don't be jelous

i'm so in love with dad. he's so amazing.

early this monday, we went to PJ, sunday car sales. we have to find a car. we did found a car. Mercedes 260. i think. or 240. not sure. for sure, even its supposed to be the family car, but i'm pretty sure that the car will be mine. :)

then, he gave me another good news. he already make me a credit card!!!! hahahhahahaha!!!!

ok, i made up the story. not credit card actually. but a debit card. still a card though. debit card is cool too. every month, he will top-up my debit card and all i need to do is.....SHOPPING!!!!

then another good news, lol.... he said that he want buy me a blackberry!!! gosh, a blackberry???? or an iPhone. dont know for sure. but not in this time. maybe in a month or two or three. or six. whenever it is, still, he's gonna buy me one.

also.... he will buy me a guitar!!! i'm so happy. even i don't know how to play, but i'll learn. as long as i'll get one.

he's amazing right?? i love you dad. thank you. i'm not a brat or prat ( whatever its called ), i'm just daddy's girl. like Paris Jackson and Michael Jackson. i know, i cant be like them. but yeah.... i love them. and my father, and Maroon 5 ( that for sure ).

closed

heard the news? that UiTM is closed because H1N1...

all UiTM... yeah, whatever...

hopefully the students who went home didn't bring along those virus. yeah, my best friends studied at UiTM. so i do scared for them.

special message for them, don't ever come to my house!!! ( lol )

just kidding. you are welcomed to my house. whether i'll opening the door for you, it's totally the different story.

faith is important

nothing happened much today. just went to college to pay the money. the engineering drawing equipments.

gosh, i thought its only RM115, but then the teacher said the price is up to RM135. *sigh* yeah whatever.

and its 8:45 pm here. and i don't think that i've eat yet today. no wonder i'm so hungry.

for Lucy,

i pray for you that you will meet Matthew. so that it's will makes two of us the most happier person in world. ( lol )

keep in faith that you'll meet him again. and i know, Matt is glad to meet you to again.

you are so my bestfriend....

after a week

i'm late.....again ( lol )

i thought i should be at college at 10. i arrived at college at 10.10am. ( kinda ) then, my friends told me that we can go home. the briefing is over. what???

but then they told me that i have to pay RM115 for engineering drawing equipment. and how i'm gonna to find that money??

all i went through this morning is worthless. after one hour, already go home. so freaking tired.

so, tomorrow, i'm going to college just to pay that RM115 then go home. and there will be no class until sunday. yay for me!!! oh, that's remind me to Sunday Morning.

fifth day#

so, today is the last day of orientation. nothing much happened. just giving prices and stuff.

me, i'm kept watched mt facilitator because he's so hot. he wear white shirt with black tie and black jacket. and jeans. hot huh??

oh, someone told me that he liked me.... but since i don't liked him, so, for now, we are just friend. :)

fourth day#

nothing much happened that day. yeah, we all went to Hutan Lipur what- its-called-i-don't-know-for-sure. at Rawang. on the way to Rawang. i think. how should i know? i slept all the way.

so, when we arrived, first thing that happened is we being chased by monkey. ( lol ). so, after that, i went to toilet with my friend, and 50$ for entry? wtf??? we don't bring any money with us, so, we asked this guy ( our colleague ) to paid it for us. so yeah, he did. he's cute. he have curly hair, he's tall, he's adorable. we want to paid him back but he said "no, no. its okay." gosh, that's so sweet. i wish i knew his name.

so, we had a few games first. its kinda bored at first. then its recess time. then after that we played another game. 'Mini Explorace'. i think that is what its called. its so so SO tired. walked around with no directions.


and and, the last challenged, we have to climb up the hill and we really exhausted that time. we walked really slow and our breath felt so hard. then when we arrived at the top, we have to dive into the water. the water is so deep, i barely can touched the ground. SO, i have to hold my friend hand ( boy ). hahah

we holds hand. so tight. he smiled, i smiled. duhhHH..

so, before we go home, we snap a group picture first. so i think i sat beside the guy who holds my hand while in the water. yeah whatever about that. and!!! gosh, i hate the seniors. while snapping picture, they, throws flour to us. gosh....

hahah, there's a pictures with the seniors. had to wait for the CD.

hot cute stylo?

so, this is my facilitator. he's cute huh? i know this is not the best picture. so, i'm gonna to try snap his picture again when i'm back to college.

hey, this is lucky enough that he said yes when i want to take his picture. the quality is bad, because i'm not uploaded it into my laptop. just snap it from the webcam ( lol ) i'm so lazy.

third day#

so, the performance is today. with 60's theme, my team had to performed Keluarga 69 and Afdlin Shauki from film Cuci. the truth is, i've never really watched that two movies so, i just follow what they do. hahhaah

lunch. oh my. remember that i told you before. the girls from my team? who's don't like me? yeah. so, we all went to lunch, and she ( the girl ) directly said to me that she don't want to eat with so. yes, and i was like yeah ok.

duhHHh, whatever girl...

so, the performance was terrible. ( lol ). i don't have any character so i just stand there. hahaha. and my-handsome-faci told me that i was lazy kid. hahahha

yeah. and my legs are killing me.

before, we went home, there's announcement. that tomorrow we all going to a mystery place we and we all gonna have fun. the clue is, water activities! yess....

second day#

lol guess what, the second day i already late?

25 minutes late. hahaha, that's so cool. first, the train was full, so i wait for the next train. the, the next train is delayed! wtf! i'm boarded the train at 8.30 a.m. i should arrived at college by that time. yeah, so 25 minutes late is nothing i think.

when i arrived, the seniors is tortured the other team because they left their flag behind. hahahaha. the senior painted the junior faces!!!

that's so funny. poor them. but then suddenly, the seniors asked us to raise our flags. and my team don't have one. the facilitator hold it. so my team also got fine. our face got painted too. hahah, that's just so ugly.

so, the next task is we all the group had to invent something using straws. we have no ideas at all. luckily our facilitator already heave an idea, so, we just do what he already thought about. and, the facilitator and i accidentally touched skin. ( lol ) but that time, he don't even know my name yet.

oh... then, there's a incident. there two boys who fight. we all just stiff watching that drama. he is just rude, we thought he a junior and he just so rude. he fight with lecturer and other student. then, we told by the seniors that actually, he's a senior. he just acted as a jerk to gave us some learn.

before we all go home, there's a announcement. that tomorrow, we all have to dressed up according to the theme given. BACK TO 60's. ( lol ) just lol.. because tomorrow we have to performed according to the theme.

first day#

ok, after 5 days not updating this blog. i have so so many thing to say. especially about college.

i'll start first the first day..

i woke up on 6.30 a.m. get ready and waited for the train on 7.30 a.m. on the very first time, i already boarded the wrong train. ( lol ). after arrived at KL sentral, and straight to Rapid KL station. arrived at my college. still, don't have any friend. duhHHH do i look like i care about it.

so, the story began on the recess. i need go to BSN to buy this PTPTN pin number. so since i'm alone ( no friend yet ). i go by myself. in front of me, there's 5 boys, who's only my college students. so, i just follow behind them, since they walked so slow, so i don't know how i walked along them.

then they asked my name. so i introduce myself to them and so they do. oh, did i told you that 4 of them are so handsome???!!!! ( lol ) *blush* yes, they are so cute. i barely remembered all the name. i can't remembered the name of the most handsome guys.

at the bank,i don't know how to buy the PTPTN pin number, so they taught me so. *again, blush*. then i go lunch with two of the. we ate KFC. their treat. :)

then after recess, the senior or the facilitator, divide all of us into ten groups. i'm on group number three. ( team blue hippo ) wtf??

luckily, there's a guys that i know that same team with me. ( from the 5 boys i said earlier )

i don't his name, but we knew each other. and there's other 2 other cute guys in my team. so, i just look at them. with the girls, they are so arrogant. i just hate them. they are so matured? selfish and arrogant. they hate me just because i didn't stayed at hostel. i think.

i don't care!! as long as i got the boys. *tongue* they treat me well ( the boys ). they don't left me behind like the girls did.

oh!!!! my facilitator!!!!! he is sooooo damn hot. he's stylo, so cute. so......handsome.!!! his name is Fikrie. gosh, he's just amazing. his eyes, mouth, his face. just cute. i have his photos, but i'll upload it later. i want to keep it first, then shared it with you guys. i have his phone number, and gosh, he's just cute! but, the girls from my team ( which i don't really like ) they also staring at my-handsome-faci a lot. ans they flirted with him. do i need to competed with them??

so, next day, next post.

yay. college, here i come

today. started early. my family and i arrived at college on 9.30 a.m. the registration actually start on 10.30 a.m. since to many students already arrived, so the registration is opened.

gosh, what a loads. i thought maybe only like 10 students? ( lol ) but there's about 100 students, not includes the over-excited parents are gathered in one small room. what a crowd. so many people's manner we can see.

the system also not very good. i think i understand, yeah, they want to do the registration in a conditioner room but its to crowded.

as a result, the situation a little bit uncontrolled. there's like 3 or 4 lane formed for one table due to the lack of space.

and the students, hahah, some of them kinda look SO arrogant. yeah, i know unity college is a private college. so mostly peoples think that private school or college is for only rich peoples. duHHHh.

but, most of them, is friendly. not greeting each other yet, but we all do smile at each other. so, its a good start. a very good start. the orientation start tomorrow, so we'll meet each other tomorrow.

oh, did i tell you guys. that mostly all the boy students are so hot!!! yes, i'm flirting with them through eyes. like always.

even now. i'm not sure that i was ready for college. wish me luck. i think i need it so much.

finger crossed

i woke up today on 7 o'clock. get ready, and hahahha learning how to go to my college using komuter and rapid KL train.( idk what it's called ).

i'm so cuak. lol, i never ride a train before (or whatever you called it ). when i arrived at my college, there's one student want to register today. he came with his family. i noticed him, and so does he. he's kinda cute. i think. lol

turns out, he and i ( lol ) are on the same course. hehehe. that's cool i think. he's from Ipoh. his mother and my dad, already talked with each other. hahaha

nah, i don't think i would like him anyway. still loved my crush. ( duHHh)

the transportation cost for one day already cost RM6.80++. :( that expensive.

anyway, tomorrow is my registration. finger crossed. :P

tweet tweet again(lame title)

oh ho!!! tweet tweet again. lol
they tweet me again. now i'm over excited because of this small thing.

syakiela : hello hello, anybody home?? maroon 5 song please. Sunday Morning.

N1ghtFlight : its coming in 10 seconds

*the song*

syakiela : omg i hate u guys. sunday morning from gwen? i asked for sunday morning from Maroon 5!!!!

N1ghtFlight : hahahahha....whats wrong with gwen.... she's way hotter than adam!!

syakiela : i'm starting to really like u guys right now. that suck man :P

N1ghtFlight : hahahha... you have fallen for the spell... tallategra!!! dance baybeh

syakiela : no!!!! hahaha. love u guys actually... :) love Maroon 5 more!

syakiela : watching 2 fast 2 furious and get bite by mosquitoes.

N1ghtFlight : you watching it in the jungle or what?

syakiela : surprisingly i'm not. hahahah forgot to spray nyamuk la.

lol,
that so cute.... nahhh!!

on myspace, i messages with my friend Lucy from U.K.
she's so nice to me. she said that i helped her a lot even i'm not sure what kind of help that i helped her.
so, as a refund, she gonna get me Matthew James Thomas autograph. what the fcuk!!!
its only gonna be real if she meet him again by this end of this month. and i'm so gonna pray for her. thank you so much Lucy. love you :P

tweet again

so, last night N1ghtFlight tweet me again!!! lol
how cool is that? duhHH..

syakiela : i felt bad for my father. he work so hard to find money for my college fee.

N1ghtFlight : hung him for us!!

syakiela : for u guys??? what for? yuckk :P

N1ghtFlight : spreading the love.... come on...do it!hahahahha

syakiela : hahah okkkkk. Maroon 5's songs please tonight. don't care what time is it. love love Maroon 5 more than my dad

N1ghtFlight : ok set!

lol
that is super duper cool. so, last night, i went to bed like around 2 in the morning. i opened my radio, and there's She Will Be Loved just started. :P

but, i didn't hug my dad. he just give me advise about next week. so calm, so deep. i love my dad. :P and Maroon 5. ok, i do love Maroon 5 more than my dad.

twitter!!

i was twetting last night.

syakiela : eating chocolates! yummy!!

N1ghtFlight : yummy!!

syakiela : hey Hafiz hey Basil

N1ghtFlight : hey hey hey!!

syakiela : demand a song. i want something from Maroon 5. how bout wont go home without you or harder to breath??

N1ghtFlight : ok at the 10pm hour!!

syakiela : thnk you guys! love u guys!!

N1ghtFlight : love you too!!

syakiela : thnk you. just listened to the song. thank you thank you thank you

N1ghtFlight : youre most welcome!! smell my toes!! hahaha

gosh, that is so awesome. they played Harder To Breathe. i loove them

check us at www.twitter.com/syakiela and www.twitter.com/N1ghtFlight

borad and tired

last Thursday, my family and i went back to Kelantan. and i really frustrated, because there's no Internet service there. and it's really bored. so, my life there is only in front television and dinner table. and we all just got home on Tuesday. its tired, 9 hours driving.

and that bight, i slept at 4a.m. i watched MJ's Memorial. its so emotional. Paris make me cried.

don't know what to say.

later

i really need to update my blog. so much thing to say. but no much times i have. later k. :P