time to party

i dont know, but now, all my posts are

lame

. maybe i dont have the mood to blogging.

try my best to overcome it.

new

so its end of 2009. i thought this year would be fun. fun enough at the middle of the year. its getting worst toward the end. the biggest problem, after money is, i'm still single. ( problem?? not really )


the biggest thing happened to me this year was going to college. for some reason, college would be the coolest place on Earth. the other reason was the vise versa. met lots of great friends, learn something new and the most beautiful part, i actually found the new side of me. ( lame )


joy, tears, heart-broken, heart-blooming. experience that all this year.


the new year, i hope its bring me new joy. new hope. new experience.


HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL, HOPE THAT THIS NEW YEAR LEAD YOU TO NEW DIRECTION TO MAKE YOUR LIFE MORE MEANINGFUL.

legen...wait for it dary!!!

after a month

gosh, living without internet really torturing me. one month without it.

and it really make me to lazy to start updating this blog. but worry not, i'll make a time.

first:

had a really great birthday ( kinda )

second:

Masquerade annual dinner was great, but.....

third:

my dad said, "let go to Australia next year"

forth:

i'm hope my dad buy me a car

fifth:

i'm miserable

sixth:

wish him good luck... if he really go for it

seventh:

waiting for Maroon 5's new album

eighth:

sore throat

ninth:

miss my school mates and college mates

tenth:

its the endof 2009!!!

final exam

the final exam is next week!!! are you nuts?? damn...

i didnt even start revision yet, even i did mentioned that i'm studying. i dont know. its hard to get start. but!! hard to stop it when it started. ???

tomorrow, maybe i'm going back home to my hometown. for Eidul-Adha. will be back on sunday. then, the last minute revision.

start my my first on tuesday's evening.

wish me luck for this. so nervous!! lol

try my best to not sitting in front of my lappy during the exam week.

( its only words, i know )

my birthday is coming.!!! on my birthday, i'll taking math's paper. :D

hope things going well.

hello

this song dedicated to someone who i like. not that blue guava guy. not him.

someone else.

i wish i can sing this in front of him. but i dont have the courage.

cause he seem, he didnt like me. ( obviously )

but i have a great time while chatting with him, when we met ( accidentally run into ).

he's cool. great to be his friend.

hope he's fine.

i love today

omg i love today. idk why... i laughed a lot today. maybe i got 37.3% over 40% for one of my subject. cool huh?

final exam is next week. starting tuesday, and surprisingly ( not really ) i didnt even touch the books not to mentioned read it!! i should study or else....

still wondering, what should i wear for this coming annual dinner. :( my 60$ already gone. huhuhu

so much time i didnt blogging, idk why...

photos

lady's sickness

omg!! tonight definitely i'll upload some photos. hope so.


i went to movie last thursday for 2012 with my friend. had a good time ( i think so ). and i went to to movies for 2012 again on sunday with my best-boy-friend. that time, yes, i had a good time.


first day at college on tuesday was ok. even the college did int finish completely, but the class was ok. just OK!!. lol. no place for lunch! that's fors sure. suck.


second day!! i wore a sweater. white sweater. and there's some red colour at the bottom. then, my crush, that blue guava guy, he also wore same colour as me. white sweater with red t-shirt inside. totally the same. lol. i want to take the picture, but he left early since we have no class that evening.


another thing happened at the same day. my friend and i stuck in the loo!!. gosh, we were so scared that times. yeah. first, there's someone outside the toilet who is knocking the door. and i feel weird. why you need to knock the door to enter the toilet. then i asked my friend to check the door.


she pull the door several times. then silence. we looked each other. the she tried again. again and again! we both in panic now for sure. then i asked her. do you have credit on your phone. she said no. time for us to scream. we knock the door, wishing people from outside could help us. then i tried to pull the door. LUCKY!! it opened.


thank god! lol. later that night, i'm on ym. with my friend, i told him what happened. then he said he is the one who knock the door earlier. then we laughed like the funniest thing happened in the world in front of our eyes. dude, that kinda embarrassing you know.


while i'm writing this, i'm still at the college. just finished english class. we had role-play. no one recorded my play. so no video for that. but i did recorded one team doing their play. video later.


other story, i'm so pissed out with my friend. ok, we have assignment. 30 pages assignment. dont know how, she did it all. then she show it to me. i said to her, that too much mistakes in there. she said " ah, just let it be. just submit it" i was like, what?


them i said, give me the file. i'll edit it for you. she didnt send it to me. even after a week. the due is today for god sake! and the assignment is like so amateur. she's my friend, i need to advise her, but i dont think she even listened to me even a single word! she took things easily. as she has no future to think about.


thinking about her, make me angry. but i know. i shouldn't.
yeah whatever.

2012

i went to movie yesterday. watched 2012. it was great. even had to waited for about 30 minutes for the tickets, it was good.

nice movie.

and now, i dont have any money problem, because i'm rich again. lol

so, shopping is totally my priority now.

my dad is going to Korea this monday. but my mum had a fight with him. stupid. how on earth she can do that.

i hurt myself while gardening today. it hurt so much..

oh yeah, i found Call and Response's CD. want to buy it, but..... i already download it. so... :D

last day

all of this taken at the last day at my college before we move to the new building.

lol

there's more, but i took the best one only. :)

its all about the money

i desperately need money!!!

it does makes me wonder.

where's all my money for this month?

my dad gave me usual amount of money.

but its only what November 9th, my money already left half than half amount of money that my dad gave. get it?

where's the money go?

arggghhhh *screaming*

my phone bill. RM150 this month

wtf! seriously. this is my first bill ever.

and my money left in my pocket is like 100++ only.

and i suppose to use who's money for the movies?

shopping?

and the contact lens.

i want to wear it. i'm sick wearing spectacles anymore :(

and its not even in the middle of the month yet.

how i'm going to survive this month without shopping. someone can tell me how?

mini

this is my bestfriend.

he has the look, but he's just my bestfriend only. lol. why i say that?

and mini cooper. the thing that i want it so much.

few days lately, this blog is not what i concern the most. i rarely check on it,

not to say to update it. why?

too lazy too type.

too lazy too think what should i write.

my college mate had just lost his grandmother.

he text me at 12am something.

i could reply his text, because i already asleep that time.

so i text him next morning, he said he's ok now.

God bless his grandmother.

and thank you for text me. make it so special :)

oh did i mentioned about BLUE GUAVA. lol

his nickname (my crush)

on monday, we both wore red.

tuesday both white. but today, he wore white.

i wore purple.

:(

i wish i can take a picture of us together.

but i'm sure he didn't want to.

he afraid that his girlfriend will angry when she read this.

stupid. even he didn't know my blog, how could his girlfriend would now

just admit it, you just dont want because you dont want to.

easy.simple as that.

so, what else. nothing

mood

the latest me. :P

stella mocca

lol, so the last time i went here is like 5 days ago?

hurm,

i do have a lots of story.

just, the mood that getting into it to type it in, just not coming yet. (wtf i was talking about)

last saturday, there is battle of the band happened at around my college. even my college didn't won at any place, but sure that they having a great time. :)

on sunday, i went shopping with my dad. :)) i love him. i don't know how i'm going to be when hes not around.

i asked my dad, i want to wear contact lens. i'm already sick wearing this ugly spectacle.

but he said no. that awkward. he never say no to me.

then he said all the bad things about wearing contact lens. and i said, dont care. still i want to wear it.

hehehhe

:)

oh, another hot thing, STELLA MOCCA. what a cute name. i love that name. :)

happy slowly change moody

i have his picture! seriously dude. i text him, asking for permission to put his picture here.

he said

"no. i afraid someone will mad at me. you dont want put me into trouble right? so i think better not."

i asked him

"who? your girlfriend?"

he answered

"good that you know. i dont like any trouble"

then i replied

"ok.its okay. sorry for disturbing you"

he didnt reply after that.

*sound of glass breaking*

that's exactly the same how my heart right now.

but!!! i did captured his hand. here it is.

he's been punished because he was late again this morning.

the sentence is most likely like this

"this is my last promise. i'll never come late to class or else i'm gay"

LOL!!!

wtf? look at his handwriting...

hahhahaha

*sigh*

he has girlfriend

family

i'll just talk about my family.

see, they my family and obviously i have to love them. right?

but one big question.

does my mum love me?

and obviously you will say yes she is.

but mums, will not scold at you,

mums will not hit you.

they should be at least taught us how to be a better person.

once, she asked me,

as you live in this world, did someone teach you how to be polite, nice or whatsoever.

and i said,

no mum, you didnt teach me that. so it not surprised if i'm not like what you expect me to be.

yes, i know how is her condition. she not normal (less-fortunate people), she wheel-chaired, so due to her condition, it like we have to respect whatever she say or ask.

no mum, that is not thing done. we have work, we have thing to work it out, we have pressure.

dont burden us.

we helped you. then, as a return, can you help us back.

please, next time, at least think before you speak. dont just speak. think, at least once.

after all what you've done, we still love you.

why?

because you know who you are mum.

think about someone else's. please

plain view

dont like my blog. have to change it very soon.

because it so.....naked

Korea

my dad going to Korea next month!!! no!!!!!

no no no no nooooo

i'll be dead meat.

mum+me=not a good combination

my mum. she scold me again today. why? her own stupidity.

she knew it was her fault, then without feeling or what, she just scold me like i did the biggest mistake ever.!

then, i almost cry in front of my dad.

then she pretend like nothing happened! what??!!

it happened because a small little thing! very small thing.

*sigh*

she is my mum. whatever she did to me, i have to respect her. had to.

can she respect me?

she is my mum. whatever she did to me, i have to accept her. had to.

can she accept me?

she is my mum. whatever she did to me, i have to love her. had to.

can she love me?

seriously mum, chill.....

symphony

this video is cool

blooming

Date : October 21st, 2009

Day : Wednesday

Place : Studio A

Thing that happened:

my friend, he brought camera today. then my friend and I taking our photos like crazy. like it was the first time we had a camera in our hands. actually, it always like that.

then, my crush, he sat alone doing his drawings.

and that when the story began.

i walked toward him, and called his name. he looked, then SNAP!!!

bahahhaha

just that.

:)

Thing that also happened:

he finish his work first. (i hate that)

then he want to go home.

he passed through me because i sat at in front of the class.

then, i said to him.

"Z, send me home,"

he said

"but, you didn't finish your drawing yet"

*he smiled!!!*

i then said

"wait for me then"

then all the boys at behind (friends), make that oohh-ahhh sound.

then blushing. me of course.

see the point?

he's not hate me though.

not like he hate to look at me, he annoyed to me or he does not disgusted to me.

he still can talk to me.

my heart totally blooming right now.

hiatus

so busy lately. think so...

twin?

he is my cousin..

yes, he is cute. so so so cute.

when i saw him first today, i thought he was HIM!!! (my crush)
then i realized that he is my cousin.

everytime i met him, i was like, OMGosh, he is so cute!!.

wish he can be my boyfriend!! lol

he's 15. i'm 18. big different. but i like his brother tho. but he is the cutest.

my crush, actually look almost the same with my cousin.

that explain so much, why i fall in love with HIM at the first place.

they totally look the same. the height, the look, the eyes, the dress-up, the way they walk. the way they talk, the smile!

same.

seriously....

*sigh and blushing*

open house

my days lately felt terrible. why? something bother me.

oh yeah, this saturday (which is tomorrow), i'm doing open house. so anyone feel free to come (maybe). tomorrow, from 12pm to 3pm ONLY!!! location, taman sri serdang, serdang.

lots of assgmnts need to do.

my heart is broken

i'm not in love anymore :(

special words for him.

hope it not over between us.

i'm in love

i'm soooooo happy today. lol.

so so so sooooo happy.

just because i did actually talk to him. lol

arghhhh i'm in love!

i'm so in love.

:)

web-cam-whore

new*

back to basic

see that? today construction technology's class, we learned how to draw a straight line!

see that big X?

yeah, waste a papers and ink!

there's something really bother me, yes it a boy.

another thing is impostors. i hate that kind of people. but then, life is so cool without them.

trailer

special to all the Maroon 5 fan out there!
we have one good reason to excited about.
can't wait for it

SE F305

see my new phone.??

yeah, still uploading tho..

story of me about them

*what?*

*did you said MAROON 5?*

*yes you did*

*yeah. for sure,*

*they YUMMY*

*and GOOD*

*and AWESOME*

*because THEY ARE WHO THEY ARE*

*i'm in LOVE*


*haters BACK OFF*

*OOPPSSS*