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my first post for 2010.

must be something meaningful :D

my resolutions for 2010:

1 : be a better person

2 : seeking love

3 : get a Dean for next semester

4 : at least try to spend just little money ( uh, hard one )

5 : try to meet Maroon 5!!!

2009 been a best year of my life ( so far ),

even the first 7 months i got a new year job as home guard, yes, sitting 24/7 at home, watching tv, online, sleep and for sure eat!

but at least i can rest in that 7 months after spending 11 fcuking years of my life wearing that white uniform.

my life actually start on July.

registered to my college changed my life a lot.

somehow, i've turn to a very different people, i'm now in a popular group ( people know me ). different from back old day, people barely knew my name.

thankful for that. :D

i'm just hoping, this year would not change me into another people again. the worst people.

oh,maybe just one thing that never changed.

my love life.

lol

i guess it will never change. maybe i were meant to be single forever.

i wish my friends get what they wish for

i wish my relation between my family and I getting better

time to party

i dont know, but now, all my posts are

lame

. maybe i dont have the mood to blogging.

try my best to overcome it.

new

so its end of 2009. i thought this year would be fun. fun enough at the middle of the year. its getting worst toward the end. the biggest problem, after money is, i'm still single. ( problem?? not really )


the biggest thing happened to me this year was going to college. for some reason, college would be the coolest place on Earth. the other reason was the vise versa. met lots of great friends, learn something new and the most beautiful part, i actually found the new side of me. ( lame )


joy, tears, heart-broken, heart-blooming. experience that all this year.


the new year, i hope its bring me new joy. new hope. new experience.


HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL, HOPE THAT THIS NEW YEAR LEAD YOU TO NEW DIRECTION TO MAKE YOUR LIFE MORE MEANINGFUL.

legen...wait for it dary!!!

after a month

gosh, living without internet really torturing me. one month without it.

and it really make me to lazy to start updating this blog. but worry not, i'll make a time.

first:

had a really great birthday ( kinda )

second:

Masquerade annual dinner was great, but.....

third:

my dad said, "let go to Australia next year"

forth:

i'm hope my dad buy me a car

fifth:

i'm miserable

sixth:

wish him good luck... if he really go for it

seventh:

waiting for Maroon 5's new album

eighth:

sore throat

ninth:

miss my school mates and college mates

tenth:

its the endof 2009!!!

final exam

the final exam is next week!!! are you nuts?? damn...

i didnt even start revision yet, even i did mentioned that i'm studying. i dont know. its hard to get start. but!! hard to stop it when it started. ???

tomorrow, maybe i'm going back home to my hometown. for Eidul-Adha. will be back on sunday. then, the last minute revision.

start my my first on tuesday's evening.

wish me luck for this. so nervous!! lol

try my best to not sitting in front of my lappy during the exam week.

( its only words, i know )

my birthday is coming.!!! on my birthday, i'll taking math's paper. :D

hope things going well.

hello

this song dedicated to someone who i like. not that blue guava guy. not him.

someone else.

i wish i can sing this in front of him. but i dont have the courage.

cause he seem, he didnt like me. ( obviously )

but i have a great time while chatting with him, when we met ( accidentally run into ).

he's cool. great to be his friend.

hope he's fine.